The fam BAM !!! :)

Its been 6 months since i left to join the army. Being away from home for so long and away from my family truely did open my eyes to how easy my life was. I used to take every small thing in my life for granted. I never showed my mom how much I truly appreciated her. I was wrong. Ever since I left for training I realized that I had to change. I love my mom to death. And knowing that she might not be here in the future upsets me. But I can't think of the future I have to enjoy my mom while i have her here with me. I love my mom. And I truly am grateful for everything that she has done for me and my siblings. Its because of her that I have grown into an amazing person and have been able to chase my dreams and live my life <3<3<3

Bence

this is pvt bence shoutin out from fort lee.mmk there aint shit to do here but twiddle your thumb and go to the px nigga. the chow here is as good as your mommas old ass leftovers nigha. the ppl here suck more dick than a prostitute on steroids. anywaysss keep your head up, stay outta trouble. and drugs are bad mmk.

TATTOOS ;D

Oh my... You guys have no idea how much I love tattoos  to me they are fundamental in this world. Honestly I have no clue what fundamental means, but it went with what I was saying so let us just take it gracefully. But as I was saying to me tattoos are a way of art just like theater, dance, painting, or whatever it may be, to others. I have this huge obsession with them. I don't care what it is, if it has sentimental value or not, art is art, and everyone has the right to express it as they wish. I would love to get tattoos, as many as my body can fit. But sometimes I do feel that people do hold back from exposing them because then people will obviously talk smack about you. So let me get this straight just because someone has tattoos that makes them a druggie, a gangster, a crack head, that because we have tattoos we can't be doctors, lawyers, officers, priests, good human biengs? Well I strongly disagree unless you can substantiate that all people with tattoos are like that, you should shut your trap!! If we can't express our creativity with a couple tattoos,  then how? Huh, tell me? Yeah you are right there are so many things we can do but what if we aren't as good at them as you. Why can't y'all just let us, be, well us.

Hopeless Romantic <3

I have always dreamed about a beautiful relationship and better yet, an amazing wedding! I am single- shocker right- but anywho I guess I have high standards. It's not like I'm super picky about every detail about him. It's little stuff like he needs to know how to make me laugh, even when I don't want to. He has to make me feel beautiful everyday. He can't be a druggie. And he himself needs to have standards for himself and his future. I always see these girls with guys who don't treat them right, guys who they can't trust, but they still stay with them- it's really sad. I want a man who is willing to give up a night for me and stay home watch a movie, cuddle, talk, and make sweety love all night long. A relationship like in the movies- I know it's not possible but that when we are together we feel anything is possible. A relationship where we both trust each other, he can have chick-friends and I can have guy-friends. Were we can be our goofy-selfs in public and not care what other people think. He's going to make me feel like a queen, and our daughter- the princess. He's going to have to be supportive of all my wacky dreams. Whenever I'm mad he'll know how to tame me. He knows all my strengths and weakness. Hell know my next move before I even take it. We'll finish each others sentences. We are going to be partners, lovers, best friends, parents, happy, and together forever. SOLE MATES !!! <3

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. We have to stay strong. For our sanity, and family.

You may shoot me with your words,You may cut me with your eyes,You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. .....---

Workout <3

This is going to sound bizarre but I like to feel sore after a workout. It shows me that I've worked hard for my goals. I love being sweaty and out of breathe, my legs feeling like noodles, the rush I get from almost peeing myself- just because I've worked that hard. It's makes feel strong and above everyone else, it's crazy I know but it's the only time I can release my anger in a way that will do good for me. I want those abs, I want to grow old and be sexy strong. I do it not to just look slim, thin and lean in clothes but even better to look as hot or hotter out off my clothes. When I don't workout I feel ugly. Which is one of my I insecurities. Working out to me is a way of life. I chose to make it part of my life and it'll be a chose I will never regret. Waking up early to go workout is hard but I get discipline. If I say I'm going to do something you can bet  your ass I'm going to do it!! It's not just the discipline when friends or family see me work as hard as I do they are proud and look up to me, I'm sort if like a role model to them. If I can motivate as many people as I can to exercise and be healthy, that'll be one of the ways that I leave my mark on this world. To help someone love themselves enough to take care of there body and health, not just for them but for everyone around them. Working out is and will forever be a part of me ;)