Workout <3

This is going to sound bizarre but I like to feel sore after a workout. It shows me that I've worked hard for my goals. I love being sweaty and out of breathe, my legs feeling like noodles, the rush I get from almost peeing myself- just because I've worked that hard. It's makes feel strong and above everyone else, it's crazy I know but it's the only time I can release my anger in a way that will do good for me. I want those abs, I want to grow old and be sexy strong. I do it not to just look slim, thin and lean in clothes but even better to look as hot or hotter out off my clothes. When I don't workout I feel ugly. Which is one of my I insecurities. Working out to me is a way of life. I chose to make it part of my life and it'll be a chose I will never regret. Waking up early to go workout is hard but I get discipline. If I say I'm going to do something you can bet  your ass I'm going to do it!! It's not just the discipline when friends or family see me work as hard as I do they are proud and look up to me, I'm sort if like a role model to them. If I can motivate as many people as I can to exercise and be healthy, that'll be one of the ways that I leave my mark on this world. To help someone love themselves enough to take care of there body and health, not just for them but for everyone around them. Working out is and will forever be a part of me ;)