Growing Up !?!? Ay-Yayay!! x/

Sometimes I'm afraid to grow up. I'm scared of not making something out myself. With graduation around the corner and needing to make up 27 credits. It's hard and it's scary. I've known for a long time that college wasn't for me. Well school in general. All I want is to be am actress or a playboy. But everyone needs something to turn back to just in case. As crazy as this may sound I want to join the navy. This has also been something that I have wanted to be since ninth grade. I have recently talked to a recruiter and I've made my mind up.... I want to do it. It doesn't mean that I'm going to give up in my dream to become an actress and playboy, I just don't want to be afraid to grow up and also to grow up with nothing and no idea of anything. The navy is simply going to be a start for the rest of my life. That way when I'm out I won't be as scared, I'll have experience, I'll have discipline, and I'll be a force to be reckoned with ! ;D